can't sleep!

ok so im supposed to be asleep right now bc i have to be up at 5 am to work. i even went to bed early just so i could get extra sleep b4 tomorrow morning...but i just cant sleep. my mind wont shut up about everything....mostly about how pathetic i have been in january. i havent done a single thing...TONS of planning....but nothing concrete. disgraceful!

SO!...i'v decided that enough is enough....seriously. my stomach is killing me tonight....another reason i cant sleep...but again my fault. ate too late and too much and i didnt go out and exercise as much as i needed to this week in order to feel better. so yea...i've had it...no more lazyness!

i really need to make some goals and hit them hard....now let me have a good think and i'll get back to you on those....